Post by Khristopher on Feb 3, 2009 16:30:00 GMT -5
I'm tired of the same old thing.............
Yeah I said it...The same rutine through out my life....From my parents and there sheltering nature to what happens everytime I like somebody..............................No matter what happens in my life it feels like it will never change...'But if I move my place in line i lose.' I hate to quote a song but still it has been something that is a constant in my life...I guess I'm just a girl on the inside and that God just wants me to be a preist......................................... Fuck that....I have a drive today and I think that I best put on a smile so that they don't think that I'm imbalanced and can't drive....Oh well........Why am I making a big deal out of this...Well I ask myself things like that evey day.......I guess I just don't want to feel like I'm not ment for anyone but myself.............As much as I love myself I can't live this or any life alone without a person there to hold me.....It's nice to know that I have God and all but still I just feel like I want tosee his love in someone that I see every day outside my family and "Friends" I may have good friends for the most part but once again nothing feels the same as that one person who just loves you
Yeah I said it...The same rutine through out my life....From my parents and there sheltering nature to what happens everytime I like somebody..............................No matter what happens in my life it feels like it will never change...'But if I move my place in line i lose.' I hate to quote a song but still it has been something that is a constant in my life...I guess I'm just a girl on the inside and that God just wants me to be a preist......................................... Fuck that....I have a drive today and I think that I best put on a smile so that they don't think that I'm imbalanced and can't drive....Oh well........Why am I making a big deal out of this...Well I ask myself things like that evey day.......I guess I just don't want to feel like I'm not ment for anyone but myself.............As much as I love myself I can't live this or any life alone without a person there to hold me.....It's nice to know that I have God and all but still I just feel like I want tosee his love in someone that I see every day outside my family and "Friends" I may have good friends for the most part but once again nothing feels the same as that one person who just loves you